Letting go of my will and my expectations and my perfectionism and desire for control is difficult. When I started this path I had a very precise view of where I wanted it to lead. I wanted God to just fix IT and make things easier on me. However He’s much more interested in the condition of my soul then the condition of my house…or even my body. Not that He doesn’t care about those things because He absolutely does…but He has priorities and a clean soul trumps a clean house any day.
So…now what?